2024
I have been having a number of dreams involving Terina, my, much-earlier-in-life, squash buddy, spread/interspersed over the last couple of months(???) perhaps (who knows where the time goes eh) ...
...Which i find to be rather interesting, as i have no recollections of ever having had any dreams involving her earlier to this...
Anyway, the last couple of much more recent ones have included the seemingly same particular crow/raven, which i find to be particularly unusually interesting...
...One that seems to be a somewhat tame one, within a 'handle with care/consideration' sort of way, actually - and one that we have both interacted with for short periods of time only during such dreams - not that it is in any way the only wildlife that has played a part in any of my dreams of course...
...Somewhat far from it actually, upon occasion at least...
Anyway, i was replaying this particular dream upon initially awakening into partial(???) consciousness, prior to me fully awakening into full consciousness, and then later starting my day by getting out of bed, weighing myself, going into the bathroom for another pee, and then dressing...
...During which, such replaying within mind brought me to the sudden realisation that i had continued playing squash until my annual membership of Sale Rugby Club had come to the end of its term/completion - some time after Terina and myself had gone our separate ways - rather than at the time we had in actual fact done so...
...A period of time whereby Terina and myself had in actual fact interacted with one-another whilst both of us were present at Sale Rugby Club - once, upon the occasion whereby Terina had rather unnecessarily, and seemingly spontaneously, surprisingly told me that we wouldn't be getting back together (i was completely resigned to the fact that we wouldn't - as indeed i have been in all such relationships that have run their course - as that has always been the type of person i have been after all) - and another occasion whereby Terina was about to play the ladies club final (an occasion whereby she had offered her glass of orange juice for me to hold before going on court - an occasion whereby i had simply, symbolically, not accepted such an offer - within a completely friendly, but never-the-less firm/resolved type of way) ...
Anyway, i was initially going to offer such additional, newly realised, memories as an additional addendum within the A Squash Journey blog - but then decided to include it within such a dream recollection (albeit a somewhat/predominantly/mainly partial one) instead - and that's about it folks :-) :-) :-) ...