2024
So, onth evening of Wednesday 13 November 2024, after having made a reply comment inth Telegraph that had drawn my attention by mentioning the words 'Mother ship', i started listening to the whole Led Zeppelin album on YouTube, track by selected track, in order to select 3 of them for a future offering - i then noted down the name of another musical group in order to do likewise at some later date - then thinking of who possibly else, the name of Amy Winehouse Came to mind, together with the realisation that i had promised(???)/decided that such should be done quite a considerable time ago...
Anyway, whilst inth kitchen at around 10:30pm, with this still in mind, the within mind Words of 'I want you to be here for me' Came to me - which then got me pondering the true meaning of 'being there for someone', with me then deciding that it means support / being in support of / supporting someone - which then led to an affirmation to 'get it done' during the following morning...
So i then decided to write it down in my current A6 Notebook before i forgot it - however, by the time i had walked to my computer desk inth living-room i had forgotten the first part, so simply wrote down, 'Asking for me 'to be here for me' whilst inth kitchen onth evening of 13/11/24 @ 22:30pm', and simply left it at that, after having wondered how it was all going to pan out - i had not done a specific 'One-on-one' within such a respect, for quite some considerable time after all, and wasn't even sure that it would indeed pan out in such a way as before anyway...
So anyway, in preparation, today (Thursday 14 November 2024), i then went into my usual routine of 'clearing the decks' mentally - which, i realised may, upon occasions, possibly test the patience of a saint, so i inwardly Stated/Shared/Said, 'well you artists must have had your routines also, so you should understand such perceived needs/procedures, surely' - which then followed with me eventually putting cd1 of 'Back To Black' into my cd player and giving the top inner strap of my headphones a bit of a clean inth kitchen before plugging them back in and putting them onto my head, pressing the 'play' button and sitting myself down and wondering how it was all going to play itself out, before being Told, 'just listen to them and i will make it simple for you by telling you' (which tracks/songs i should select) lolz...
So anyway, moving on to the actual Selections part - which i have decided to leave verbatim, as actually typed out originally, at that particular time of overall Interaction - even though it may look somewhat scruffy and without the occasional lower case to upper case correction etc (oh, my stereo system has a remote control that i only used when listening to cd2 btw) ...
...So anyway, it didn't quite turn out to be as easy/simple as that - as there was also a 'yes - oh just pencil it in' moment/occasion (followed by a 'love it' upon listening to cd1 for an immediately 2nd time (Back To Black) - as well as at least one 'yes', followed quite quickly by - 'no' moment - plus a 'Terry, i don't like this one' (Me & Mr Jones) - and a 'shake of the head' moment (Just Friends) - followed by 'This is good, I'm enjoying it' (the occasion/interaction) - followed by an 'i like it but i don't want it' (Love Is A Losing Game) - followed by a 'hell no' (Tears Dry On Their Own) - followed by a 'this is ok, but no' (Wake Up Alone) - followed by a 'do it' (immediately before the start of whereby i was Told 'i already know what i'm going to say' (Some Unholy War)) - followed by 'i would like a lot more than 3 really, but know i can't' (He Can Only Hold Her) - followed by 'urgh' (Addicted) - so that was cd1 lolz...
...followed by some fairly short and amusing shared adult-type humour that is apparently most definitely not to be shared lolz ('don't you dare', Says Amy lolz) - upon the completion of playing / listening to cd1, whereby i was wondering whether to take a refreshing walkies inth midday sun, or to simply continue.before doing so - with me deciding to continue, after a very short break, before doing so, after Asking whether She would prefer a break - upon which i Received the reply of 'no, i could do this for hours'...
Well, that rather unexpectedly turned out to be fun - for both of U/us actually - pleasingly rather memorable actually...
cd2...
a 'you just listen and i'll decide' upon me preparatorily looking at the play list for cd2, seeing Valarie and thinking 'oh yeah, that'll be one' lolz...
'i don't want this one - although i very much like it' (Valarie) - 'i'd like to have more, but i know i can only have 3, so we'll go with the ones we've already got, thankyou' after i had realised that we already had 3 from cd1, which made me think that there was really no point in continuing, but with Amy wanting to anyway, so we did - followed by 'i very much like the upbeatness of this one (Cupid) - followed by me promising to do another 3 for Her (the Vibe between U/us had gone a bit flat), as an Xmas Special, which elicited the warm response of 'really???' accompanied by a very nice and welcomingly warm gratitudinal vibe upon realising that we would do it all again closer to the appointed time (i have unintentionally made Her wait a long time after all, so feel that i owe it to Her really lolz) - followed by 'Terry, i Love you man' lolz (just got to hope i remember now lolz - followed by 'oh, i'll make sure you remember, you don't need to worry about that' lolz) - anyway, back to the music (cd2 tas been put on pause for the 2nd time already) - followed by 'this took a lot to record' (Monkey Man) - followed by 'are you ready???' ('yes' me) 'i didn't like/enjoy recording this' (Some Unholy War cd2 - a slower version???) - followed by 'this is a nice one' (Hey Little Rich Girl Feat. Zalon & Ade) - followed by me thinking 'this is going to test me, doing (having the confidence to go through with) this', which elicited the Reply of 'you're such a delicate thing' lolz - followed (after another short musical 'pause' moment) by me thinking 'this is a really lovely one' after looking at the title of the next one (Silence lolz) then 'I'm glad you think so' (before actually taking it off 'pause' lolz, followed by 'I LOVE this one' (oh, i looked at the wrong (next but 1) one lolz - as this one is actually You're Wondering Now) - followed by 'this was a very heart-felt one' (accompanied by strong emotional Vibes, bringing tears and emotions to me also (To Know Him Is To Love Him - a Percy Sledge original???) - followed by a Requested 'pause' by Amy - sheesh, the unavoidable transfer of Emotions eh - time for another pee break, whereupon i realised 'this is going to have to be a blog', followed by - 'thank you very much - YES!!! - i am so happy' (at how things have gone overall i think) - followed by a bit more of a break whilst i check why my phone has been making the occasional sound, after having switched it on earlier in order to receive one of those bank code thingies (oh, i received a number of un-needed/unsolicited texts because i forgot to turn it off again after use lolz) - anyway, last track - 'are you ready???' (to Amy) 'yes, but we don't need to do this' (tis another version of one already done lolz) - 'as i already said, i like it' - i think she's lost interest now lolz - 'I'm satisfied now, and have had enough' - okie dokie lolz - over and out Amy lolz - 'can i go now???' - 'yep'...
...Followed, a little later (whilst repositioning a part that i earlier thought would be/remain at the end of such a mainly verbatim blog (the last line of the 'cd1' part), and removing the previously included 'disclaimer bit), by 'they'll understand why - nothing to do with you', seemingly departing Statement...
An unusually interesting sort of day so far eh :-) :-) :-) ...
Anyway, i then indeed went out for a walkies in the (still) sunshine, feeling fairly upbeat at having accomplished something that i've not done for seemingly ages - noticing, along the way, that some of the lyrics to 'Back To Black' were repeatedly playing fairly quietly within mind - and then as i was walking down a long straight stretch of pavement, with quite a number of cars travelling down both sides of the road, Amy's pouting Face appeared closely within my mind's Eye, Looking inth direction of the side of the right side of my face, with me thinking that i was going to Receive a belatedly appreciative Kiss on my right cheek, before realising that She was waiting for me to figuratively turn my head rightwards to Receive a Kiss onth lips instead, which i then did, and did indeed Receive said, quick but full, Kiss directly onto my figurative Lips lolz...
...And with that She then simply Disappeared, leaving me to continue with my walk - looking inth direction of the oncoming cars onth opposite side of the road - realising, somewhat amusedly, that they wouldn't have a clue as to what had just taken place lolz...
Anyway, later inth evening of the same day, whilst doin' stuff onth 'puter, i found myself pondering the 'to be here for me' that was written down in my current A6 Notepad - wondering whether i may have got it wrong, and that i should have written down 'to be there for me' instead - an unsureness that increasingly started to become somewhat troublesome to me, as i very much like to get things verbatim if possible...
...Twas/became like a fly inth an otherwise very pleasing/satisfactory ointment that was increasingly pecking my head lolz...
Anyway, at some point, i was simply Told, twice, 'I want you to be here for me' - right, thought i, got it - before later thinking maybe i'll just put 'here/there' inth blog and simply be done with it, or perhaps i'll wake up and it will be completely clear to me within a fully comprehending way, and simply left it at that (the tired and doubtful mind eh) ...
And, low and behold, i found myself to have awoken sometime inth still fully darkened morning with such clarity/'affirmity' - realising that yes it was indeed 'I want you to be here for me', as well as the Knowing as to what it really meant lolz - 'Here' within this Communicational Space where such Interactions take place lolz...
...As simple as that - which then, a little later (around 4:30am actually), got me out of my bed in order to type it all up, before it started to possibly fade away, once again - which, within the dawning light, i have now done...
So, whether Amy will indeed Return, or not, to Select another three of her tunes, sometime much closer to Xmas / New Year, is anyone's guess / only time will tell, one supposes :-) :-) :-) ...
https://www.ourquantumparticulates.org/videos/an-amy-special
Addendum @ 2 Jan 2025...
So anyway, did anyone else notice that Amy never Returned over the Xmas period???...
Actually, i was Told very soon after publication of the 'An Amy Special' stuff that such an Interaction/Sharing was all that was then Required of Her before Moving to a Higher Vibration...
...So i was wondering if a follow-up Interaction would actually take place...
...Although, obviously, i couldn't be sure, so needed to wait and see for myself...
Anyway, who knows, perhaps that's why She Returned to give me that brief Kiss full onth Lips shortly after such a S/shared Interaction - for maybe She only found out for Herself shortly after completion eh - anyway, whatever the truth of the matter may be, i'm very pleased for Her, obviously :-) :-) :-) ...
She did show a liking for those three other songs on cd2 though, didn't She...
...So i guess if anyone feel a particular need they could use those instead...
...(Cupid, Hey Little Rich Girl, & You're Wondering Now, btw) :-) :-) :-) ...